I need to get better at letting it go. It’s been over a month and I know she’s not in my life anymore but I just cant stop dwelling on it. I can’t seem to let it go unless I have someone else to focus my attention on but I haven’t found that yet. I try to do things to take my mind off of it, to let go of some of my creative energy but that’s only temporary. Drinking is only temporary. So many things remind me of her. My job, tons of good music, places, cars, clothes. It’s like there is always something that will bring my thoughts back to her. And that sucks. And I need to learn how to deal with it. Some days are better than others but I just want a permanent fix.
really though? i mean geez, what a day maker.
problem is that we don’t have any alcohol in the house. So i guess i’ll just stare at the kitten to try to take my mind off of it.
also, wait till you see what i’ve been working on. i think im in love with it!
look at that wifey
damn Alicia!
GAPOWWW!
oh hey guys, so it kinda looks like i have bangs in this picture. i’ve been torn on whether or not to get bangs. i’m really nervous about getting my hair cut. mostly because my sister does it once a year when i go back to seattle and we usually end up in a fight over it. anyway, what do you think???
also, this is the premiere of my NEW BED!
family portrait!
i woke up in the middle of the night just now for like the 7th time and i had to listen to Empire State of Mind. so i did.
Lucille: I’ll have the “Ike and Tina Tuna”.
Waitress: Plate or platter?
Lucille: I don’t understand the question, and I won’t respond to it.
i love pulling this one on people
Pickle says “Happy Halloween”!!
today on a little segment i like to call facebook finds, an old high school acquaintance went to disneyland and came back with this marvelous picture. i don’t even know what character that’s supposed to be.
appropriate
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